Vow of Silence

  Table of Contents

  Prologue

  Chapter One

  Chapter Two

  Chapter Three

  Chapter Four

  Chapter Five

  Chapter Six

  Chapter Seven

  Chapter Eight

  Chapter Nine

  Chapter Ten

  Chapter Eleven

  Chapter Twelve

  Chapter Thirteen

  Chapter Fourteen

  Chapter Fifteen

  Chapter Sixteen

  Chapter Seventeen

  Chapter Eighteen

  Chapter Nineteen

  Chapter Twenty

  Chapter Twenty-One

  Chapter Twenty-Two

  Chapter Twenty-Three

  Chapter Twenty-Four

  Chapter Twenty-Five

  Chapter Twenty-Six

  Chapter Twenty-Seven

  Chapter Twenty-Eight

  Chapter Twenty-Nine

  Chapter Thirty

  Chapter Thirty-One

  Chapter Thirty-Two

  Chapter Thirty-Three

  Chapter Thirty-Four

  Chapter Thirty-Five

  Epilogue

  Acknowledgments

  About the Author

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  This book is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual events, locales, or persons, living or dead, is coincidental.

  Copyright © 2019 by Melynda Price. All rights reserved, including the right to reproduce, distribute, or transmit in any form or by any means. For information regarding subsidiary rights, please contact the Publisher.

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  First Edition May 2019

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  Prologue

  He watched in the fading daylight as she bid farewell to Mrs. Hennessey, and turned to descend the porch, oblivious that each step would bring her closer to death. Her wicker basket was looped over her arm, sprigs of lavender poking out from beneath the lid. She thought she had them all fooled, that no one knew the little game she and her friends were playing. But he knew. He knew her secrets, her sins… And she would pay for them. They all would.

  The hem of her dress brushed the top of her prim black boots as she started down the dusty driveway. A chill bit the fall air, the breeze sending wisps of pale blonde hair escaping her kapp. At the sight of the tempting silk, the ache in his groin became a throbbing pulse. He stood in the field, sheltered by the cornstalks, and readjusted his erection, stroking it a few times as he imagined ripping her little bonnet off and releasing the bun fastened at the nape of her neck.

  She rounded the curve of the drive, her steps brisk and purposeful as she headed for the road. Perhaps she was late for another meeting—with a boyfriend perhaps? This was her rumspringa after all. How long would it take for someone to realize she was gone?

  He stepped deeper into the corn maze recently cut for the Autumn Harvest celebration. The rustle of dried stalks snagged her attention and her steps faltered. She stopped and turned, studying the entrance. “Mr. Hennessey? Are ya in there?”

  So trusting… So unafraid… Why wouldn’t she be? The others hadn’t been discovered yet. The community of Lancaster believed themselves impervious to the violence and atrocities that plagued the outside world. They had no idea a wolf dwelled among the sheep—and he was hungry.

  “Mr. Hennessey, is everythin’ all right? I just saw yer wife. She’s worried ya haven’t come inside yet. It’s gettin’ late.”

  He let out a low, pained groan, knowing his distress would draw her in. It was too easy, really—so sheltered, so trusting. He should feel remorse for what he was about to do, but no such emotion stirred within him.

  She set her basket in the grass and stepped toward the field. The dried leaves crunched beneath her boots. “Mr. Hennessey are ya hurt? Do ya need me to get help?”

  Just a little closer… Almost there… He fingered the handkerchief in his pocket, saturated with starter fluid. The ether in it would do the trick. There were other ways to render her unconscious, but he wanted to keep her pretty—at least until he was finished with her. His muscles tensed, poised to strike, every beat of his heart echoing in the base of his cock. He could almost come from the anticipation alone. This was one of his favorite parts—that moment of heightened awareness. A predator hunting its unsuspecting prey…

  She entered the corn maze and walked past where he stood hidden amidst the stalks. Before she could turn, he pounced. Slamming into her from behind, he brought the handkerchief up and pressed it over her mouth, muffling her startled scream. She struggled to get free of his grip, her fight exciting him. All those soft curves rubbing against him, he couldn’t wait to discover the secrets she hid beneath that shapeless dress.

  But she was stronger than she looked. In her attempt to escape, her nails raked down his arm before latching onto his hand as she tried to pry the cloth from her face and turn her head away, with a strangled groan of protest into the rag. Already her efforts were weakening, becoming uncoordinated as the ether began to work. It wouldn’t be long now.

  Her hand slipped off his, once…twice…and then hung limply at her side. Her rapid breathing slowed as the panic receded and unconsciousness began to take hold.

  “Shh…” he soothed, whispering near her ear as her head dropped back against his shoulder. He kissed her cheek, finding the skin moist with tears, and couldn’t resist taking another taste. The flavor of fear was better than any drug, more intoxicating than the finest wine.

  “Shh…just let go. That’s it…” he coaxed as she became boneless in his arms. “You’ll be home soon.”

  Chapter One

  Joe glanced up from his computer as two suits walked by then entered the captain’s office. “Wonder what the feds are doing here.”

  “How do you know they’re FBI?”

  His gazed shifted from the door to his partner across the desk. “Are you kidding? Those two look like they just stepped off the movie set for Men in Black. They’re feds. Trust me.”

  “That’s it?” Grady laughed, eyeing him over his computer. “Well, that’s some mighty fine police work, Detective.” Exhaling an amused grunt, his partner shook his head and got back to work logging their witness list for a drive-by on West Seventh, down by the Dorothy Day Center.

  “Fifty bucks says I’m right.”

  Grady grinned and reached across his desk. “You’re on.”

  Joe took his partner’s hand in a tight grip, giving it a firm shake. They broke free and bumped knuckles.

  “If you’re right, and they are feds, they’re probably here to give Emerson an award for taking down the Craigslist killer. That case was fucked up, man.”

  Yes, it was
. No one would argue that. Because of Emerson’s efforts, a cold-blooded killer was off the streets. Unfortunately, the detective had been shot in the process. But hey, anyone who wasn’t willing to die for this job didn’t have their heart in it. “Or maybe they’re here to crawl up the captain’s ass for not calling them in on a serial case. They get territorial about that shit.”

  Grady quit typing and considered Joe’s point. “Maybe…”

  Right on cue, the sound of raised voices echoed through the door. The captain had a temper and he wasn’t afraid to use it, but all considered, he was a good guy. His bark was generally worse than his bite. A few minutes later, the door swung open and the captain’s ugly mug filled the open space.

  “Troyer, get in here!”

  His canine partner’s head shot up at the shouted command. Joe exchanged a surprised look with Grady and then Dexter. The German Shorthair’s expression mirrored Grady’s, both silently asking, Who did you piss off this time?

  Hard to know… More than one person came to mind, but he wasn’t working any cases that would be of interest to the feds. Joe shrugged and rose from his desk. Dex took his cue and lumbered to his feet, looking no more thrilled to enter the captain’s office than Joe. But he had to give his partner props for solidarity. As soon as he entered the room, the door slammed shut and Joe eyed the two suits flanking the captain’s desk like sentries.

  “Have a seat, Troyer.” The captain dropped into his chair and exhaled a heavy sigh.

  “If it’s all the same to you, I’d prefer to stand.” His gaze cut to the feds. “What’s this about?”

  Neither man spoke, ratcheting the tension in the room and exhausting Joe’s generally short patience.

  “Detective Josiah Troyer…?” The taller of the two men finally broke the silence.

  The use of his given name caught him off guard. He’d stopped using it eight years ago and wasn’t fond of the reminder. That man didn’t exist anymore. “Detective Joe Troyer…” he clarified cautiously. “What can I do for you?”

  “We need your help.”

  “Why would the FBI possibly need my help?”

  The spokesman’s brow ticked up, seeming surprised at being called out since neither of them had bothered to introduce or identify themselves as federal officers. Joe got the feeling his fifty-bucks was going to be a poor consolation prize.

  The man came around the desk and offered his hand. “I’m Special Agent Ford, and this is Special Agent Riker with the BAU.”

  Joe shook Ford’s hand then reached over the corner of the desk to take hold of Riker’s. In way of greeting, he cut to the chase and answered Joe’s question. “We’ve got three dead girls, Detective.”

  Joe appreciated Riker’s frank, no bullshit approach. He was often accused of being the same way. Where some may think him crass, and even rude at times, Joe considered himself focused and direct. He wasn’t in this business to hone his PR skills. He wanted to catch killers and make this sorry excuse of a world just a little bit safer. But aside from all that, it still didn’t explain what two federal agents from the Behavioral Analysis Unit were doing in his captain’s office, or what any of this had to do with him.

  “Three dead girls…sounds like you’ve got a serial on your hands, SA Riker. Not my specialty, gentlemen. We usually call you guys in for that.”

  “These young women were killed in Lancaster County.”

  Special Agent Ford tossed a file on the captain’s desk and it landed in front of Joe.

  He stared at the manila folder, the implications rocketing through him. Fuck… “They’re Amish…” It was a statement more than a question.

  Riker nodded—one slow bend of his head. Now this made sense. Why they were here, why he was here, why the captain was looking at him like that. Yet still, he wasn’t ready to tip his hand.

  “I don’t see what this has to do with me. Why aren’t you collaborating with the Sheriff’s Department in Lancaster?”

  “We are,” SA Riker said. “They aren’t the problem, it’s everyone else—the families, friends, potential witnesses. They won’t speak to me and we need someone with… Let’s be frank, Detective Troyer, more experience than the Sheriff’s Department has in dealing with this sort of thing. You’ve got an impressive arrest record. You know what you’re doing in the field and don’t need anyone holding your hand when it comes to running a murder investigation.”

  “Special Agent Riker has tried to get these people to open up and cooperate, but—”

  A humorless bark of laughter shot from Joe’s throat. “And you think they’re going to talk to me?” That these feds thought there was a snowball’s chance in hell of that happening proved what little they knew about the Amish community.

  “They aren’t talking to us. The investigation has stalled.”

  “That’s because they don’t trust you, and I can guarantee they sure as hell don’t trust me.”

  “But you’re one of them, Detective Troyer.”

  “No, I’m not. I haven’t been ‘one of them’ for eight years. I’m shunned. In their eyes, I’m worse than an outsider.”

  His Amish roots were the one thing—the one goddamn thing—he swore he’d take to his grave. “How did you find out about me?”

  SA Riker grunted, as if insulted by the question. “Let’s just say there aren’t many police detectives with roots in Lancaster County.”

  “I’m a Homicide Detective in St. Paul, Minnesota. I don’t even have jurisdiction in Pennsylvania.”

  “We’ll take care of that,” Ford offered. “Special Agent Riker has been heading up this case. He’ll fill you in and continue to work with you behind the scenes.”

  “I’m sorry, fellas, but I can’t help you.”

  “Look at the file before you tell us that,” SA Riker interjected.

  Joe didn’t want to. He’d seen enough violence and death to last him a lifetime. He didn’t need to add the ghosts in that file to the ones already haunting him. But the agents’ mirroring scowls of determination indicated they weren’t going anywhere—and neither was he—until he looked at that damn file.

  With a snarled curse, he snatched it off the desk and flipped it open, his gaze falling to a picture of the first victim. Shit, she was only sixteen years old.

  “Do you have any leads?”

  “Nothing that’s panned out. The Lancaster County Sheriff called us in three weeks ago, a few days after the third victim’s body was discovered. We’ve been playing catch-up ever since. Like I said, no one’s talking. Not family. Not friends…”

  SA Riker’s pointed stare fixed on him as he flipped the page and studied the crime scene photos. Joe’s ability to emotionally detach was one of the things that made him so good at what he did. Emotions didn’t belong in this line of work—they misled investigations, skewed perceptions, and caused finite details to be overlooked.

  On the flip side, his blessing was also a curse. More than once, he’d been accused of being distant with the people he cared about. “Emotionally unavailable…” “Unable to connect…” That’s what Tracy said when she was packing her bags six months ago.

  She was probably right. “You love that dog more than me.” She was probably right about that, too. Dexter didn’t bitch at him for the long hours he worked or the cases he obsessed over. He was right there beside him, every grueling step of the way. Without him, he may not have solved some of his cases. It was kind of hard to make a murder charge stick without a body—that’s where Dex came in…

  His hand dropped to the dog’s head, giving him a pet as he studied the photo. “The ligature mark on the girl’s neck is thicker than I’d expect, and I don’t see secondary bruising in the picture. Is strangulation the COD?” He flipped to the next page, skimming the autopsy report.

  “It is.”

  He turned the page to the second victim and studied a similar purple mark running across the girl’s throat. “Do you know what he’s strangling them with?”

  “We believe
it’s the ties of their bonnets.”

  “Sonofabitch… What about toxicology reports?” he asked, not spotting it at a quick glance.

  “All negative.” Riker answered.

  “He’s keeping it clean—doesn’t want the mess,” Joe commented, hedging a guess.

  “That’s what we’re thinking.”

  “Sexual assault?” He flipped the page. The face of the third victim stared back at him and he cursed. His gut clenched, and he swallowed back the bile burning his throat.

  “Yes.”

  Joe slammed the file closed and tossed it on the desk. Squeezing his eyes shut, he tried to banish the image burned into his retinas as he pinched the bridge of his nose. This isn’t happening. Please, God, let this be a bad dream. Oh, it was a nightmare all right, one he couldn’t wake up from.

  “You all right, Troyer?” the captain asked. “You look like you’ve seen a ghost.”

  That’s because he had. “I know her…” he mumbled woodenly. “The third victim, I know her. She’s from Churchtown.” The last time he’d seen Cassandra Belier she’d been nine years old. But those bright blue eyes, that pixie nose, and her heart-shaped lips hadn’t changed a bit. Little Cassie looked just like her sister, and with the passage of time, the young woman in that photograph was almost the exact image of the one he’d walked away from eight years ago.

  Agent Riker cursed. “If he knows one of the victims, then he’s too close to this case, Ford. Pulling him in will be a conflict of interest.”

  “Just wait a minute… Not necessarily. How do you know her, Troyer? The third victim?”

  “She’s the younger sister of someone I once knew. Our families used to be close.”

  “Used to be? But not anymore?”

  He shook his head. “No, not anymore.” It was hard to speak past the lump of emotion lodged in his throat. Where was that famed detachment now? Both of Joe’s worlds had just collided with the concussive blast of a nuclear bomb—and he’d bet his ass there was going to be fallout.

  “There’s no familial connection. I think we can still send him in,” Riker commented to his partner. They talked like it was already a done deal, as if he had no say in the matter, and that was the rub—he probably didn’t. Not if he wanted to keep his job. And was he really going to be that asshole who let the murder of three girls go unanswered for?