Fighting for Control (Against the Cage Book 3) Read online

  ALSO BY MELYNDA PRICE

  Against the Cage Series

  Win by Submission

  Passing His Guard

  The Redemption Series

  Until Darkness Comes

  Shades of Darkness

  Courting Darkness

  Braving the Darkness

  This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, organizations, places, events, and incidents are either products of the author’s imaginnation or are used ficttitiously.

  Text copyright © 2016 Melynda Price

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  ISBN-13: 9781503933514

  ISBN-10: 1503933512

  Cover design by Kerrie Robertson

  CONTENTS

  PROLOGUE

  CHAPTER 1

  CHAPTER 2

  CHAPTER 3

  CHAPTER 4

  CHAPTER 5

  CHAPTER 6

  CHAPTER 7

  CHAPTER 8

  CHAPTER 9

  CHAPTER 10

  CHAPTER 11

  CHAPTER 12

  CHAPTER 13

  CHAPTER 14

  CHAPTER 15

  CHAPTER 16

  CHAPTER 17

  CHAPTER 18

  CHAPTER 19

  CHAPTER 20

  CHAPTER 21

  CHAPTER 22

  CHAPTER 23

  CHAPTER 24

  CHAPTER 25

  CHAPTER 26

  CHAPTER 27

  CHAPTER 28

  CHAPTER 29

  CHAPTER 30

  CHAPTER 31

  CHAPTER 32

  CHAPTER 33

  CHAPTER 34

  CHAPTER 35

  CHAPTER 36

  CHAPTER 37

  CHAPTER 38

  CHAPTER 39

  CHAPTER 40

  EPILOGUE

  ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

  ABOUT THE AUTHOR

  Nikko “The Bull” Del Toro hated to fly. He hated to fly so much, that if he weren’t due back for a Cage Fighting Association press conference in sixteen hours, he’d rent a car and make the thirty-eight-hour drive from Manhattan to Las Vegas. He loathed everything about flying—breathing other people’s recycled air, the takeoffs, the landings, the turbulence . . . But what he particularly detested at the present moment was being crammed between a window and this crying woman. The only thing he could be thankful for right now was that she was a little slip of a thing, who was probably 120 pounds soaking wet. She wasn’t taking up a lot of room, nor did she seem to notice that he was consuming a fair portion of hers. Commercial airlines were just not built with heavyweight mixed martial arts fighters in mind. He would have flown first class if there had been any seats available. At least he could fit in those—barely. But this . . . this was pure fucking torture.

  As the engines fired up and the cabin pressurized, that familiar feeling of dread fisting in his gut returned with a vengeance. He closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and gripped the armrests until they squeaked in protest. Pushing back the intrusion of old memories he wished to God he could forget, Nikko tried to picture himself in his happy place. Problem was, he didn’t have a happy place. That dream had been blown to shit two years ago in Afghanistan and then napalmed after returning to the States.

  “Nervous flyer, huh?”

  What? Was she talking to him? Nikko cracked an eye to look down at the red-eyed woman with blotchy tear-stained cheeks and a Rudolph nose. She was staring up at him with big doe eyes that were an arresting shade of violet. She gave him a halfhearted smile and wiped her nose with her wadded tissue.

  “I’m not nervous,” he grumbled. And he wasn’t. He was fucking petrified—but not of dying. He couldn’t give a shit if this plane went down. It was the flashbacks of his past life clawing away at his sanity that had him ready to beat feet off this metal bird.

  Damn, Disco owed him big-time for this. As if he didn’t have enough problems before. Now, after spending the last several weeks playing babysitter to his best friend’s girl, he got the pleasure of stuffing even more shit in his emotional closet.

  “I see . . .” she said softly.

  No, he doubted very much that she did, but he had no intention of explaining it to her, so . . . whatever. The thruster engaged, and the jet took off, rocketing down the runway. Nikko closed his eyes again and tipped his head back against the seat, fighting back the barrage of memories clawing their way to the surface of his consciousness. Fuck . . .

  Just as the plane was catching air and that weightless feeling took hold of him, his heart plummeting from his throat into his gut, a small hand reached over and took his. Well, not took it, exactly. More like covered it, because his fingers were dug into the underside of his armrest in a death grip to beat all death grips. The jolt of contact from her soft, warm hand sucked him back from the dark hole into which his thoughts were dragging him.

  As the jet smoothed out, he exhaled the breath he’d been holding, and when she didn’t remove her hand, he ventured another look at her. This time, she wasn’t staring at him. Hell, she wasn’t even looking at him. Eyes focused straight ahead, sitting perfectly erect, she sat there as if awaiting sentencing for a crime. She seemed completely unaware he was next to her, or that she was still holding his hand. Normally, he didn’t like being touched—by anyone—except in the cage. But MMA wasn’t touching—it was raw, physical aggression legitimized through the label of combat sports.

  Hell, even during sex he avoided prolonged contact as much as possible. He only engaged in the activity when the physical demands of his body became so strong he couldn’t deny it any longer. It was something he did out of pure necessity, not because he particularly enjoyed it. Other than fighting, there wasn’t really anything in life he enjoyed anymore. So it surprised him that he wasn’t shaking off this woman’s touch. Instead, he took advantage of her distraction to get a better look at her.

  She was kinda cute when she wasn’t blowing snot into her tissue—high cheekbones, pixie nose, the perfect set of full, lush lips . . . perfect for sucking co—

  Who was he kidding? This woman was gorgeous with that long pale-blonde hair, those violet eyes, and flawless alabaster skin. Her bone structure was delicate and so undeniably feminine. This chick could not be any more his opposite if he’d handpicked his counterpart himself. Realizing he was staring, and probably for a hell of a lot longer than he’d thought because the it’s-okay-to-unfasten-your-seat-belt light had just clicked on, Nikko jerked his hand out from beneath hers and restlessly scrubbed it over his face, mindful for the first time in months of the jagged scar slashing down his cheek.

  He resented the prickle of self-consciousness crawling over his flesh like a nest of fire ants. Muttering a curse, he turned his attention out the window, determined to ignore the woman for the remainder of this interminable flight. And he was doing a pretty good job of it, too, until she turned toward him, her slender shoulder brushing against his arm as she said, “Listen, I don’t do this sort of thing—umm . . . ever—but I have had one of the worst days of my life, and you don’t look like yours is going so hot, either. Do you umm . . . want to go into the bathroom with me?”

  Ho-ly shit . . .

  What in the hell was Violet thinking? Clearly she wasn’t, b
ut that was the point, right? After signing her divorce papers and hopping on the first plane to Vegas, Vi decided she needed one crazy act, one insane, impetuous moment to mark the end of this painful chapter in her life. This was her chance to exert her independence as a strong, capable, single woman. So, naturally, that would mean becoming a member of the Mile High Club, right? Wrong. This was a mistake, and if she had any doubt, the gorgeous guy sitting beside her right now, looking at her like she’d lost her ever-loving mind, just confirmed it.

  Great . . . the first and last time she would ever have the courage to do something wild and reckless, and it was a total bust. She’d seen him watching her from the corner of her eye as she sat there petrified, working up the courage to make her indecent proposal. She’d thought . . . just maybe there’d been a spark, a connection between them. She’d thought . . . well, she wasn’t thinking; that had already been established.

  Violet, officially Summers once again, had come up with her stellar plan to banish Barry by bagging a hottie after downing one too many tequila shooters in the airport bar. This was supposed to be her ritual cleansing. No burning of photos or poking needles into a suited, blond-haired voodoo doll for her. Nope. She was going to get laid. So far Operation Dust Out the Cobwebs and Leave this Airplane a New Woman was a swing and a miss.

  Why was this man still staring at her? Heat rose to her cheeks, shame and embarrassment making her want to crawl beneath the seat and spend the remainder of the flight hiding from him and licking old wounds. Stellar start she was getting off to here. Bravo, I just freaked out a guy who looks like he could break me in half. Way to go!

  And he was still staring at her!

  “Look, I’m really sorry. I shouldn’t have—”

  “Get up.”

  “Excuse me?”

  “Get up from your seat.”

  Seriously? Now he wasn’t even going to let her sit by him? He was probably going to call the flight attendant over and demand she be moved to the desperate, slutty section of the plane. Everyone was going to stare at her and wonder what was going on. Was it possible to die from embarrassment? Jesus, please take me now, she silently begged with an upward glance at the ceiling as she rose from her seat and shimmied into the aisle. I’m already partway there . . . Well, thirty thousand feet, anyway.

  The man also stood. No, he crouched, actually. Wow . . . how tall was he? Focus, Vi! Right . . . When he began to inch past their seats and into the aisle, she knew a whole new level of humiliation. He was the one moving! Maybe she could apologize one more time. Perhaps he’d change his mind and sit back down and they could pretend this whole thing never happened. “Listen, I’m really sor—”

  Her apology was cut off when the man grabbed her hand and headed for the first-class bathroom, dragging Vi along behind him.

  Oh, sweet Jesus, what have I gotten myself into?

  Nikko was very much aware that he was probably scaring the shit out of the woman. But a little fear would probably do this chit some good. Who in their right mind propositions a stranger for sex—on an airplane? And to think, for a moment there, he’d thought she might actually be normal. Guess not. Oh, well . . . It wasn’t like he hadn’t fucked crazy before. Hell, he’d been married to it for twelve years.

  On the plus side, she had helped to keep his memories at bay, and this was going to be a lengthy flight. He could use the distraction. It’d been a long damn time since he’d had a woman—so long it was messing with his good judgment. There was a certain redhead he was having trouble banishing from his thoughts—a fiery ginger who was hands-off.

  Yeah, this blonde-haired, violet-eyed pixie might just do the trick. Though, he was starting to feel a little resistance tugging on his arm. Nikko stopped in the aisle and cast an impatient scowl over his shoulder. Arching his brow, he tossed her earlier question right back at her. “Nervous?”

  She bit her bottom lip, those straight white teeth pressing deep into that lush pink pillow. The action was utterly adorable, and it surprised him when he found himself wondering what that full, ripe mouth would feel like against his. What would it taste like? He wanted to trap that bottom lip between his teeth as he . . .

  Damn, he really did need to get laid.

  “A little . . .” she confessed softly, a rosy hue staining her cheeks.

  The woman hadn’t been lying. She really didn’t do this sort of thing. Nikko had been with enough women to know inexperience when he saw it, and this woman might as well be wearing a neon sign. Though rare as a four-leaf clover these days, it’d be just his unfortunate luck to find one, because Nikko was pretty sure this little sexcapade was not going to be what Clover here was bargaining for.

  “It’s your call. You’re the one who propositioned me,” he said, giving her an out, though a part of him had to admit disappointment. Something about this woman sparked his curiosity, and the dull ache in his cock sure could use some relief.

  She hesitated a moment longer.

  Yeah . . . that’s what I thought. He leaned close and whispered in her ear, “Let me give you some friendly advice, Clover. In the future, you should think twice before propositioning a man you don’t know for sex in a bathroom. Most guys wouldn’t take kindly to you getting cold feet.” She smelled good . . . He released her hand and continued down the aisle to the bathroom for a solo run. Definitely not his first choice, but he couldn’t very well stay like this. There was no way in hell he was going to be able to sit back down in that little seat with this cockstand—not without fracturing his dick. When he stopped outside the door, someone bumped into his back. He shot an irritated scowl behind him that darkened when he saw who it was.

  “I didn’t change my mind,” she said, notching up that little chin with a defiant lift. Wow, this little Clover had some moxie, after all. And to her credit, she looked pretty damn sure she wanted to do this.

  Well, she’d better be, because Nikko was done being a nice guy. He’d been taking the high road for weeks with Ryann, and he’d finally run out of ground. He’d given this woman an out once; he wasn’t going to do it again. “Whatever you say, doll . . .”

  Opening the bathroom door, he yanked Clover in behind him.

  Six Months Later

  It’s no secret you don’t want to be here, Del Toro, but do you think you could do me a favor and fake it for a couple of hours? You’re at a publicity party for the CFA, not a funeral, for crissake,” Nikko’s coach, Marcus, grumbled.

  Nikko shot his coach a sideways glance from his barstool before turning his attention back to his Jag and Coke. “A funeral would be a hell of a lot more fun than preening for these paparazzi assholes.”

  Coach slid into the empty seat beside him and ordered a whiskey sour. It was no big surprise the spot was vacant, only being filled long enough for the occasional cage banger to come by and rub up on him. But it didn’t take the women very long to realize that wasn’t happening, and they’d move on to some other more amiable fighter. He wasn’t interested in playing their games, even if his cock might not be so opposed to going a round or two. But he didn’t give a rat’s ass what that thing wanted. He never had been one to be ruled by his desires, and he wasn’t about to start now—unlike most of these glory hounds here tonight.

  Shit, the last time he’d been with a woman was . . . It didn’t take him very long to conjure the image of gorgeous violet eyes and pale-blonde hair. Unfortunately, that wasn’t the only mental imagery flashing through his mind right now and making his dick hard as granite. He’d never look at a pencil skirt again without seeing it hiked up past that woman’s ass and feeling those slender, shapely legs wrapped around his hips . . .

  Her light vanilla-scented skin, tinged with a sweetness that reminded him of almonds, was permanently seared into his memory. Without a doubt, that was the hottest lay he’d ever had. Nikko rarely allowed himself to think of his four-leaf clover, but it was at times like this, at the most random, inconvenient moments, that she would pop into his mind and refuse to leave.
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  He was grateful she hadn’t asked for his name and he’d never gotten hers, because Nikko wasn’t sure he would have been able to resist the temptation to track her down if he had. The last thing that woman, who clearly had a shitload of her own baggage to carry, needed was someone like him adding to it. Nikko didn’t do relationships, didn’t want one, and never would again. If he thought he was fucked up before, nothing says head case like coming home after getting blown to hell and losing your team to find out your wife is banging some other guy.

  Coach grunted. “Yeah, well, these paparazzi assholes can make or break your career, son. You’ll do well to remember that.”

  Nikko chuffed at the advice, and the truth behind it. Yeah, well, fame wasn’t why he fought. It wasn’t why he’d done it in the Marines Special Forces recon unit, and it certainly wasn’t why he was doing it now. It’d been a matter of survival back then, and it was a matter of survival now. It was the only thing that kept his demons at bay, and lately not even that seemed to be working. Damn, he needed this fight to happen—like yesterday. After all these months, he was finally getting his rematch with Cade “The Anaconda” Kennedy. It had been an answer to his prayers, giving him something constructive to focus his time and energy on.

  Coach tossed back his whiskey, setting the glass down with more force than necessary, and slid it toward the bartender for a refill. Nikko’s brow arched in question. The guy wasn’t usually this uptight, and he rarely drank. No doubt he was under a shitload of stress, trying to run the Vegas camp and opening one up with Cole Easton in Minneapolis. Both men had just flown into town with minutes to spare before the press party started, but, yeah, something was definitely off with the old man tonight. Nikko could ask, but then he’d have to pretend to give a shit, and the whole charade was just too exhausting.

  “News flash, you’re fighting Cade Kennedy tomorrow, so that means you’re now the face of the CFA, so glam for the goddamn cam, will ya? The league is spending a ton of money on reshaping the image of MMA.”

  Nikko laughed at the irony, a sharp, sarcastic bark. “If this is the face they want showcasing the Cage Fighting Association, then their marketing director should get fired.”